Ya, know infertility sucks and so does the process. I hate feeling like every month is a race against time. Why can't I accept this process and be content where I am today? I am always looking forward and I forget about what is going on good today. I am so blessed with family and friends. I feel as though with time I am getting better at not so hard on myself. Maybe it's because I am making me a priority. That is one of the perks about getting older, as you mature you can accept the things you cannot change. Otherwise, I would be consistently stressed out and obsessed with becoming pregnant like I was the first time. This time around I am obsessed but I feel like I can handle it better than before. Lately, I have thinking about giving up because it is so stressful and emotionally draining. As for now, I want to keep on trying so see if conceiving a child will happen again for me.
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