Well this morning was my beta and I got my BFN once again!! I am crushed!! I was really hoping that this cycle was it for me!! Af arrived shortly after my news!! I don't know if we will be giving it another try this whole situation has taken a huge toll on my marriage! I feel like I am mourning the loss of a child!! I feel such aches in my heart! Please God give us the strength to go on! One thing is for sure I am taking a long break!! I just hope my heart heals enough to go back and try again!!! You all know as much as we want to keep trying, the hurt of a BFN is soo powerful, you hate to think of going through it again!!! I have alot of questions for the big guy upstairs someday!!!! Thank you all for listening and I will now put all my praying for all of your BFP's!!!!!
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