I am really ok though. I have a plan to take April off, loose weight, get back to enjoying sex, etc. My brother is getting married and brother-in-law is turning 21 and we are going to Vegas so I need to get in "summer" shape. In May I'll do acupunture only and then dive into the IVF thing in the month or so following (once I figure out the financial side of it!). Hopefully, during that time I can get back to being me and then God will see fit to bless me with a baby. I am sure I'll be around though because I'll still be struggling with the fertile people of the world and need ya'lls support. I hope you guys are all blessed with babies in the interim though. Not to leave on a sad note but I never, ever imagined my life would turn into this. I know that God will turn it into good but seriously!
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