Ok, so i have been really positive everyday of this 2ww. or at least I'm trying to be. Well, last night it hit me. The fear, the doubt, the OMG what if I just put my body and mind thru hell just to break my own heart with a BFN? I cried last night, I cried this morning at work. I have since gotten back to a somewhat positive attitude. I just feel like I am almost scared to take my test on Thursday cause then all the hope ends. Bu at the same time I just want to know one way or the other....and I also want it to be here cause then i can be sure I'm pregnant. I think I've reached basketcase-dom. Help, I'm doing deep breathing exercises trying to visualize happy healthy babies but it seems like my resolve is slipping. Any advice or encouraging works would be great.
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