Its raining right now which matches my mood perfectly. I was so happy yesterday I got my BFP but today after seeing my RE I am just crushed. My uterus lining is too thin he says and my preganncy will abort. I had blood drawn and go back for the results tomorrow. My husband wants me to think positive. He wanted me to say outloud that its gonna be ok, that I'll keep it. But I couldn't do it. Because I don't believe it. He dosen't want to see me cry because he thinks that is what is going to cause a miscarriage not the science of whether my body can support the pregnancy or not. So I have to go to work and hope the office is empty and cry as I post this.
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