Hello well my hubby told me something the other week that has really bothered me,after finding out that I had a cyst instead of a pregnancy and was a total mess,I guess he figured since I was already upset he would make me feel better(yeah right) He told me that I was obsessed with having a baby and that was all I thought about he was like you buy maternity clothes(I mean I want to look cute when I'm pregnant) and we pretty much have a nursery ready (I find really good deals) and thats all you think about,I know thats sounds crazy but I mean when everyone in my family has babies and children it's just a constant reminder that my arms are empty and it breaks my heart when my hubby says our day will come and if not we can always adopt us a baby, which I think is great but I tell him yes but we're going to have our own too.We've came a long way in our relationship and this has been really hard on us b/c we have no one that truly understands what it like to struggle with IF,and you or I cant just turn a switch and be like ok lets not think about it no more and not try(by using my monitor or Clomid or Preseed or progesterone) It just hurt my feelings that he thinks that of me, so now I just act like I'm not thinking anything baby and try to RELAX ugh I hate those words,but sorry this is long and whiny LOL,good luck to all
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