double slap in the face today. not only am i not pg but my RE is strongly advising that we stop doing IVF and start looking for a surrogate. She said for 4 months they have tried to get my uterus healthy enough and its just not going to happen. so now i have 4 perfectly healthy frozen blastocytes with no uterus to carry them. devistation doesn't even come close to how i feel right now. i'm taking the rest of the day off to cry and sleep. i hope someone else got better news today
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