Hi girls. Well, I got a BFN. I'm sorry it took me so long to tell you guys. I caved and called while at work. I found out around 2:30 and went home for the day. I'm just not real sure how to deal with it this time. I can't decide if I really believed I was pregnant this month, or if deep down I knew in my heart this wasn't it again. I really want to be strong, but I just don't think I am strong enough for this. I've been through a lot in my life but I don't know how to beat this one, or even how to handle it. At this point, I honestly don't know if I even want to go through any more treatment or just leave it in God's hands. Anyway, I am going to go spend some time with my hubby. I just wanted to let you guys know, since I know how much you care and that some of you were probably as nerve-wrecked as I was. I love you girls so much! Thank you all for all of your support this month!
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