I know this may sound crazy, but there is this store in my town & they have all of this really cute baby stuff. Well I like to go there sometimes & I like to mentally pick out things that I like for when I get pragnant. I went in there yesterday & they no longer carry all of the things that I wanted. They had this line of turquoise & brown baby accessories that I loved & even though I am not pg I am so sad that they no longer have them. Now I feel like I should have bought them, but at the same time I think seeing those things would torture me. I know this sounds trivial & stupid but it made me really upset. Not so much about the actual stuff, but that it just seems like none of my plans are ever going to work out. Just planning for a baby is something that keeps me hopeful & positive. Does anyone else do this?
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