I was talking to someone today and they were asking why I was eating a fruit salad for my lunch and I said I was trying to lose a bit of weight. Like Most people these days no big deal and she said to me. You used to quite a lot smaller didnt you. I was so shocked that she said that I couldnt speak I think of loads of stuff I should have said now. I did used to be a size 12 and now am a 16 english size. I am no Kate Moss but I am 5 foot 11 and think I still look smart. Point is she really shouldnt have said that and it really hasnt helped. I am losing weight and quite enjoying it so far. Even if I thought that about someone I wouldnt say it its so rude. It made me feel like she thought I was the size of a house. Why are people so cruel. I am also trying for a baby and havnt had much luck so losing weight is what I am doing to help this and comment like this hurt on top of the hurt I feel about not getting pg and blaming myslef for putting weight on. Wish people would think before they speak.
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