It is my worst nightmare to go through all of this crap and nothing. I am heavily considering IVF for this summer. The only thing is to get my husband on board. I have everything in place to do it. My intermittent FMLA so I can get the procedure done and testing. (If you have the intermittent FMLA they can't use your time away against you!) I have insurance that will pay for most of it, but I think it will only cover 1 cycle. (I can't believe the cost!) Almost $20,000 for 1 cycle. I would rather do IVF than IUI because I have been at this for so long I just want to get to finally stage....IVF! When I envision this whole process I only see a negative outcome with the IVF. Therefore, I guess that is why I am dragging my feet on this. I want to change my vision because I see myself with 2 children not just one! My vision is so clear that I can feel it in my bones. Anyone else feel this way too?
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