So, I am right back where I started after watching my hpt's slowly turn into BFN's. I ended up in the ER yesterday because I started bleeding. No more baby. Lots of heartache, tears, and anger at God. I really don't understand why he keeps allowing this suffering for me or any of us for that matter. All of you ladies are great, but I hate being a member of this club. I feel like I'm in the lowest place ever right now. I don't know if I can keep trying. But, I feel like I am really letting my husband down. He wants another baby so badly.
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