Well, I already have one child and trying for a second one. I have been considering giving up on this process. It is too expensive, taxing on my emotions, and I am just sick and tired of the month to month drama. I have thought about accepting my current status in this life (life with one child) and I am finding it to be peaceful. But I can't help to feel that nagging voice in my head that tells me to keep on this uneventful journey. My husband just goes along with this process and accepts this situation no matter what happens. I kinda ticks me off because I would like him to be on fire for this second child to happen because we know at least we can have a child with assistance. It is almost time for me to ovulate and for us to do our monthly thing. I think I need a break up again the nagging voice says time isn't on my side (I am 35 and the clock is a tickin'). I feel if I go 1 month without trying it could be a missed opportunity for us. I know some of you ladies can relate to what I am talking about. I will have to think about this some more. Thanks for listening and good luck!!
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