So, I wasn't going to post this, but I feel like I need to. I haven't posted for a while because I have been busy and because I am trying to figure out what my next step will be. In the last couple of weeks I was feeling really sick and had frequent headaches. Turns out it was because unbeknownst to me, I was pregnant...sort of. It was a total accident since DH and I had decided to take a break from trying while I figured out what I wanted. Didn't use any BC since I have a hard time getting PG anyway. That sure bit me in the butt! To make a long story short, I finally had the bright idea to POAS. It was positive. No joy at all considering recent history. That was wise since the next day it was already negative again. What do I do with that? Don't even know what to feel. Just in shock. Clearly I can get pregnant. Just can't seem to get it to stick. Lots on my mind right now.
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