I am new to this site. I have been trying to conceive for 3 1/2 years. I have a 5 year old daughter. I am now starting to realize that I may not get pregant again. I have tried Clomid,IUI, Ultrasounds, and most recently had a Laparoscopy and Hysteroscopy. They cannot see anything wrong of why I am not getting pregnant. I am beyond frustrated. I have started seeing a therapist to help me sort everything out. I am not sure of how to cope. I have a wonderful husband and I am very lucky to have the life I have.I am very religous and am trying to have the faith that whatever is suppose to happen will be. However, I never thought this would happen to me. I always thought I would have more than one kid. I am pretty much starting to go through the mourning process realizing that it may never happen. Is anyone else experiencing this? I just want to know that I am not the only one going through this. I feel as though I cannot handle anything else negative in my life. Every month I wait and wait to see if I am pregnant. I am trying to let that go. I hate it when people say "it will happen when you least expect it", I am always expecting it. I am just in the negative and angry phase at this point. If anyone has any of these same feelings I would love to hear from you.
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