Happy Mother's day to all! For some reason I am finding this mother's day a difficult one. It is really starting to hit me that for every time I hear some one has been blessed with the baby dust I want to fall apart. I feel as though I can't talk to my husband because this is such a 'female' thing. I am thankful for one child, but I want more. I am sick of hearing, "Oh so and so is pregnant." While I have to do blood tests and blah, blah, blah. What the heck am I doing wrong? I am sure obsessing about this issue isn't helping my stress level. Thanks for listening and for anyone who reads this.
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