Some months I seem to handle it better than others, but on the months when I really began to hope/believe that I will get that BFP that negative test really gets me. I feel that I could so easily slip into depression if I let myself. However, I have a four-year-old and it is because of him that I have to keep going. He does not deserve a mother that acts like that. I usually allow myself one depressed day and then pick myself back up. But I wonder how much longer can I keep up this TTC madness. It has been nearly three years and I feel like infertility is taking its toll. Does anyone else feel this way? I guess I just need encouragement today.
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