Here I am 38 confused and feeling the most insecure in my life. I have been walking through this fertility path since May 2005. Sometimes I am tired from all the hurt and disapointments. Here I am at the crossroads again. Me and my dh had an arguement because my neighbor wants me to attend her babyshower. I told him I would buy a gift but I did not think I would attend. He proceeded to remind me of how I use to give showers for all of my friends and love to attend 'em. The more I go through life I feel like shutting myself off from the world. He feels as though by going it will help me. I am not selfish and I am seriously joyful to see others blessed in a way I would love to be. Me and my neighbor are not close and I was seriouly shocked to be invited. I tried to explain to him but he does not understand. Am I wrong for not wanting to go?
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