Feel sorry or pity for their abuser?? I was sexually abused by my dad when I was 12 until I was 19. He apologized to me once but was drunk so I didnt except it. Some of the things he did to me are horrible and I dont think I will ever forgive him for the hell he put me through. My mom was no help either. She knew what was going on and did NOTHING! She physically, emotional, verbaly abused me my whole life and is still in denial over it or just tells me to get over it. I havent spoken to either of them in about 10 months and dont plan on it. I just have mixed feelings about him. Im pissed as hell with my mom but not so much my dad. He says hes sorry and that he lives with the quilt everyday and I said good, he should, so why do I pity him? Because my mom is such a control bitch? Just wondering if anyone else felt like this. Thanks
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