I received forwarded text messaged from my seven year old niece's cell phone, a conversation between my mother and sister about me. My mother had forwarded a few of the text messages the day I disclosed to her about my father molesting me. My sister was responding with "I know he did not, in my heart, " etc. Along with, "Her therapist must be putting things in her head" and "Jeff says he doesn't even know where it's coming from" (Jeff is my husband) Well, this happened yesterday morning that I received the texts around noon, when I found my phone. I prayed and prayed and turned it over and had a pretty good day. But last night had a pretty intense dream about my family saying I am crazy and a liar, then me confronting my dad as he is saying, "yeah, right, ahuh, sure, I did it, You know I did not do anything!" I walked up to him scared to death, I could not say anything as I struggled to say, you are so sick. Finally, I said it, "You are so sick". And I woke up my husband and myself with saying sick. I have had a very emotional morning. My husband has been a little frustrated to say the least. I don't know whether to text back my mother and tell her to not text me this shit or what , PLEASE, some input. I have therapy on WED, but feedback would be so helpful, Thanks for the support.
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