Incest Survivors Support Group
Incest refers to any sexual activity between closely related persons that is illegal or socially taboo. Consensual adult incest is very rare. Incest between adults and prepubescent or adolescent children is a form of child sexual abuse that has been shown to be one of the most extreme forms of childhood trauma. If you or a loved one is a survivor of incest, join the group...
well I talked with my mom yesterday for the first timew since we got back for christmas. she came in and asked if she had done or said anything to affend me-hats off to her for asking. but really i was truthful "you had 1 of my perps housesit for you and you neet to ask if i'm bothered by something? she said she didnt remember me telling her that he was "one of them". I dont know if I believe her I want to because if she is lying then .... the message that sends my inner kid is that I dont have worth and its o.k. to treat me like a hunk of meat. I was not sure how much to share with her. she had me when she was TOO YOUNG. and she still is \ can be ver immature and abusive depending on her mood. I tried to tell her enough so she wont forget this time i didnt want to be to graffic but damn it I told her at least 2 time before this about him. she knows I am good at cutting people out of my life if i dont think they are safe maybe she just didnt want to b cut out. I am still swirling with thoughts from Christmas.
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I gave my 2 week notice last Friday 13th. Now to join you fine people in a life of leisure and nothing else to do but to look out for myself....is it just me or does that sound pretty boring? My goal was to live to retire and I guess having to take early retirement because of health reasons wasn't exactly the way I had planned things. I just can't stay in that building that is reeking mildew...
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I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...
I told my own mom, that we may have a relationship but it's not authentic. That much was lost in terms of trust and love due to her denial in the past, and her continued denial now. I've distanced myself. And yet, my inner child always wants that connection. It's very confusing, but the more I grieve it the clearer it is to me that I must take that role of 'mom' on and nurture myself, protect myself.