I am a 48 yo old male that just found out that I could be a product of an incest relationship between my my mother and her brother. I am having trouble dealing with the lies and stories that were told. Many family members have died so it’s difficult to confirm- the truth. I have been to a therapist and a psychic. My husband and friends think I am overacting and say why should I let this bother me. The psychic said I have to ask forgiveness from them. I went to my uncle/fathers house and talked to his spirit. My mother has also passed thats when I found out that I was a product of a rape which were her last words. When my uncle died I was the beneficiary in his will and retirements going back to the 70’s not his wife or step son.
I have felt monitored for a long time. Fear has been a huge factor in my life since 1999. I have nothing to hide. Yet people feel the need to punish me and trick me. I have had more done to me, than I ever did to anyone else. This is the truth.
Please call me Andy. I'm dx'd with situational PTSD, beginning Feb. 2nd 2018. At that time my wife of 24 years died as I was administering CPR. The first few days and weeks were indescribable. I have no idea, looking back, how I survived. Now it's Feb. again, and it's like wave after wave of intensely tangled emotions, and near panic every morning. By afternoon I'm exhausted and...