For the most part I supress my experience of being molested because I just dont want to deal with it. I still do not understand why it happened to me. My older sister and I happened to find out that we were molested by the same person around the same time 3 years ago. This was very hard for me to deal with. No one in my family knows that this happened to me and my sister so therefore we still see this person occasionally at family functions. I'm currently married and I love my husband very much, I shared with him my story and he too feels anger and hatred towards my offender. I just want to find a way to cope with these emotional issues. Because do to this I can't be in the same room with an older man even if its my own father. I feel such panic and anxiety. If anyone has some advice I would love to hear it.
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