I had counseling on Tuesday and my T wanted me to go into details about the abuse. I have this really great ability to depersonalize so I was able to get through the talking without breaking down and sobbing. I was even able to get through the next two days without thinking about it but all of a sudden today I woke up Pi$$Ed off at the world and I don't know why. I find myself hating people for no reason today and I just want to crawl into my shell and be left alone. Unfortanetly I'm not good at vocalizing my need to be left alone so I started drama with my b/f and made him feel insecure in our relationship AGAIN. I just don't know what to do anymore. I'm working hard but I feel like I'm not healing fast enough.
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