I am depressed and worry about my job security. I was sexually abused by my brother and have had bad experiences with sex. I don't trust people and have just come to the conclusion I will be alone for the rest of my life. I only go out if I have errons. I couldn't ever kill myself, but I do thing that aren't healthy. I have started smoking, I eat junk food. I am hoping this kills me sooner than later. The only good thing in my life is my cat. At work I feel like I am being watched and my work is check by others. I don't feel like I am appreciated and also that I am taken for granted. I have applied for other jobs both inside and outside of my proffesion. With unemployment as it is I don't expect much. How can I work through this without taking a lot of meds? I can't afford a lot of drugs.
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