Today i make the choice that today is the first day of the rest of my life. I will be healed, I will be safe, I will not endure the pain, shame, embarressment, anger, anxiety, panics, jumpiness, scared feelings that I have felt all of my life. I will feel like a whole human being and I am worth living so I will live and I will be happy in doing so. I will not let the past torment me and control me. I will let my true friends, my angels and my husband and children help me and not attack them as I have done in the past. For today is the first day of the rest of my life and I choose to be a healed survivor of a terrible childhood where I had no control. I have the control now and I choose to use it and to heal and be the person I want to be and the person my husband and children deserve to have.
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