I realized in therapy that my mother,biological dad, and step dad are more bad for me than good. i don't have the courage to break ties with my mother but I realize that her protecting my stepdad and having to pretend everything is okay has been slowing destroying me. I feel like an orphan. I have "parents" but just because they are family doesn't me they can treat me this way. I talked to my mom today and her little comments have made me feel depressed. I don't know what to do because I want my son to have a grandma. I am so angry that I even have to think about cutting her out of my life.
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