Hey, everyone. I haven't been active here in a long time... Well, my father passed away about a year ago, and after all that he did to me...I miss him terribly. Is that wrong? I mean, am I supposed to be happy that he's gone. I mean, I get it. He hurt me, but... Our relationship was consensual most of the time, and this whole thing is so confusing because now I don't know what to feel. I feel sick and disgusted with myself. I feel scared of myself and what I think. Am I alone in this? Is there anyone there with a similar experience?
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