i posted a topic the other day saying i feel like i just don't fit. i still feel that way, but the more i read others' stories around here, the more i go from feeling lonely and sad to just really FUCKING PISSED. pissed that there are so many of us...so many little girls and boys that had so many things stolen. it's just so fucking unfair. NONE OF US DESERVED THIS. i know we are supposed to forgive, for our own sakes mostly, but at this moment, i cannot forgive any of the monsters that took away what we can never get back...our innocence and our basic trust in humankind. it's very hard for me to be angry about what was done to me, but i sure as hell have no trouble being angry about what was done to all of you. i am so sorry, i wish i knew how to make everything okay again...
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