sometimes, i feel like it would be easier to just die. BUT i'm pregnant now, so i have an innocent life to look after. but i just can't seem to stop thinking about it. and now that i'm pregnant it's worse. i'm so scared if i leave my baby for one minute someone will abuse him/her. i don't even think i can put the baby in daycare or have any other children (as it is that my older sister molested me and she was first exposed to s.a. in daycare) ... any thoughts??
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