There was a long time i believed my mom was not involved with abuse, but later on after she had passed away i learned that she was an enabler because she knew and let it happen. Recently i have also come to realise that she was just as much a part of it as my dad was. There were times i remember that she made me very uncomfterble but i brushed it off. I now feel pretty positive that they were making money off of me, i remember being told to put on certain clothes i call throw aways because you only wear them once because they would be ripped off. I never made the realization that after my dad died my mom was still trying to make money off of me, she tried to get me into modeling, she took pics of me in my underwear, for some reason when it was happening i didn't think it was out of the ordinary but now i see it was, and just can't believe even she would do me like this, no wonder she told me she loved me so much and in third person " You know mommy loves you right?"
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