How do I separate who I am now from the abuse? I feel like I've been messed with. I mean my self has been altered from who I was meant to be. I've been all scrambled up and can't seem to sort it back out. It feels like the abuse has infiltrated every single aspect of my life. I'm afraid of so much. I keep trying so many different things to try and figure out who I am and to feel secure but I only tire myself out in the effort. I know that everybody has challenges in life and mine are no greater than the challenges of others so how do other people manage to make decisions with confidence and sureness? I question everything. All the time.
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