THIS PAST DAYS I HAVE BEEN SICK,I WAS INFECTED WITH THE HERPES VIRUS,BY MY HUSBAND 30 YEARS AGO,HE WAS UNFAITHFUL,HE COMMITTED 'ADULTERY'.FOR MANY YEARS I TRIED TO CONVINCE MYSELF THAT HE COULD HAD BEEN CARRYNG THE VIRUS ,BEFORE WE MARRIED,ALSO QUESTION THE FACT ,THAT IT WAS AFTER 2 YEARS OF MARRIAGE THAT ,WE BOTH HAD THE VIRUS,HE HAD IT FIRST,THEN IT WAS ME.THE DOCTORS NEVER SAID THAT IT WAS PASSED TO ME THROUGH HIM BEING INFECTED IN THE PREVIOUS WEEKS,THEY WERE NEVER CLEAR ABOUT THE SITUATION.I FOUND MYSELF WEAKENED,MY IMMUNE SYSTEM,MESSED UP.FOR MANY YEARS I HAVE BEEN UNDER THE STRESS OF FREQUENT ATTACKS,MY HEALTH IMPAIRED,ALTHOUGH I HAVE DONE THE BEST TO GET BETTER,I ALWAYS HAVE SET BACKS.AFTER OUR CONVERSION,IT WAS ONLY SEVEN YEARS LATER ,AND MUCH PRAYER ON MY PART THAT ,HE CONFESSED TO THE ADULTERY,BY THIS TIME THERE WAS VERY LITTLE LOVE LEFT ON MY PART FOR MY HUSBAND,HE HAD DONE TOO MANY BAD THINGS IN OUR RELATIONSHIP FOR ANY TRUE LOVE.I RESPECTED HIM,BUT THE LOVE A MARRIED COUPLE SHOULD SHARE HAD DISSIPATED IN THE MIST,OF HIS WRONG BEHAVIOUR,HE BLAMED OUR UPBRINGING ,THE WAY WE WERE TAUGHT,I ONLY BLAMED 'HIM',HE BROKE A SACRED VOW..IT HAS TAKEN OVER A YEAR FOR ME TO PUT ALL THE PIECES OF THE PUZZLE TOGETHER,I NEEDEED TO KNOW THE TRUTH,EVERYTHING,I KNOW THE TRUTH ,AND THAT HAS MADE ME FREE FROM THE MURKY PAST.I HAVE LIVED A LIE ,MY MARRIAGE TO ME HAS BEEN A CONTINUOS LIE.WHAT HAS GIVEN ME THE STRENTH TO OVERCOME ,IS MY 'FAITH IN JESUS CHRIST',I HAVE GONE TO THE CROSS,WITH MY ANGER,FURY,TEARS,WAYS ETC,,,BUT WHAT HAS KEPT ME GOING IS THE KNOWLEDGE OF HIS WORD,IT HAS BEEN MY GUIDE ,ON HOW TO FACE THIS TERRIBLE SITUATION,AT TIMES HATE AND BITTERNESS WOULD ASSAULT ME FOR DAYS,THEN I WOULD COME TO THE 'CROSS',FOR HEALING,HELP,COUNSEL ,ALL MY NEEDS HAVE BEEN MET,EMOTIONALLY,MENTALLY,NOT PHISICALLY.I STILL CARRY WITHIN MY BODY THE CONSEQUENCES OF MY HUSBAND AND THE WOMAN THAT INFECTED HIM,I WAS INNOCENT,THEIR VICTIM.WHEN WE TELL OTHERS ABOUT 'JESUS 'LOVES YOU ,HE FORGIVES YOU,LET'S REMEMBERS,THOSE WHO SUFFER AT THE HAND OF SINNERS,OR SINFUL ACTS.YES'THE LORD'FORGIVE THOSE WHO TRULY REPENT ,AND MAKE GOOD TO THOSE THEY DONE 'EVIL'.UNFORTUNATELY,SOME EVIL DEEDS LEAVE A TRAIL OF MENTAL ,EMOTIONAL,PHISICAL DISTRUCTION,THAT ONLY 'THE WORD OF GOD'ABIDING IN US CAN 'HEAL'.WHEN WE ARE IN NEED ,LET'GO TO 'OUR SAVIOUR JESUS CHRIST',LISTEN TO HIS WORD,NO SERMON,CHRISTIAN SONG,REVIVAL MEETING,PRAYER,ETC..IS GOING TO HELP,ONLY HIS WORD,ABIDING IN YOU WILL GIVE THE STRENTH TO FIGHT THE DEMONS,THAT WILL ASSAULT US IN TIME OF WEAKNESS,ONLY PROCLAIMING HIS WORD ,WILL FEEL US WITH THE POWER TO GO ON FIGHTING,LETTING 'OUR LORD'KNOW OUR HURT,PAIN,BROKENESS,DESPAIR,LONLYNESS,ANGER,BITTERNESS,WHATEVER FEELING WE HAVE ,WE ALL HAVE DIFFERENT WAY OF FACING A TIME OF DISASTER..BUT ONLY TRUSTING IN OUR 'LORD'WILL GET US TROUGH,PRAYER ,READING THE 'HOLY WORD'CALLING ON HIS 'HOLY NAME'AND HELP,WILL GIVE US THE PUSH TO GO ON ,TO FOLLOW OUR 'LORD'TILL THE DAY AND TIME WE GO TO BE WITH HIM FOREVER.WHEN ONE OF US FALLS,LET'S PICK HIM OR HER UP WITH ECOURAGING WORD,AND GUIDE HIM OR HER TO THE SCRIPTURES THAT WILL BUILD UP,STRENTHEN,HEAL,RESTORE,AND MAKE WHOLE .IF ONE OF US LIVES IN ERROR,LET'S GENTLY POINT TO THE TRUTH OF THE 'WORD OF GOD',FOR WE ARE RESPONSIBLE.MATTHEW 4 V 4 BUT HE ANSWERED AND SAID ,IT IS WRITTEN, MAN SHALL NOT LIVE BY BREAD ALONE[FOOD],'BUT BY EVERY 'WORD'THAT PROCEEDETH OUT OF THE MOUTH OF 'GOD'.AMEN,HERE IS THE ANSWER TO THE TEMPTENTION OF 'the devil'.THE LORD' FASTED AND OF COURSE PRAYED,,NEXT TIME YOU FEEL ASSAULTED,THE ANSWER IS HERE,KNOW THE 'WORD'AND YOU WILL BE ABLE TO STAND,THE TEMPTER,DEPRESSION,ANXIETY,BEREAVEMENT, PHYSICAL AND EMOTIONAL ABUSE,FATIGUE DISORDERS,REJECTION,BITTERNESS,ANGER,PAIN,STRESS,PHOBIAS,ETC..MATTHEW 4 V 23 AND'JESUS' WENT ABOUT ALL GALILEE TEACHING IN THEIR SYNAGOGUES ,AND PREACHING THE 'GOSPEL OF THE KINGDOM ',AND HEALING ALL MANNER OF DISEASE AMONG ALL PEOPLE.THE SAME 'JESUS'IS HERE TODAY TO HEAL YOU.THE 'LORD'BLESS YOUR UNDERSTANDING OF THE 'WORD',THE HOLY BIBLE,FILLS YOU WITH WISDOM,AND A HUNGER TO KNOW HIM CLOSELY,IN THE NAME OF 'JESUS CHRIST 'I PRAY ,Lucy.
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