This stuff is really starting to ruin my life. Early January I was pretty happy until i started to have e.d. problems, causing my relationship w/ my girlfriend to be very stressful and she ended up leaving me. Ever since I have had severe severe depression and have zero confidence. It's really all I think about, affects my school, relationships, every single last aspect of my life. I'm only 22 years old. I feel like I'm in a bad bad bad nightmare and it just gets worse w/ time. I'm not even really talking w/ women due to the issue. I just don't know what to do, I have been trying to persuade my Dr. for the last 6 months to get some medication for it but the only thing she will prescribe me is an anti-depressant, which is probably going to worsen the issue. I just don't know anymore I am really frustrated and so young and I feel like I'm missing out on life. the longer this continues the worse everything gets and pretty soon I just feel like I'm destined to live this pathetic existence. If I don't get help soon I don't know what I'm going to do. Any advice would help.
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