I have been married for 20 years and has never cheated on my husband. MY husband has been dealing with ED since the age of 25 (43 now). When we married I was 17 years old so I have never had any other sexual partners. But here lately his ED is becoming more and more hard for me to deal with. HE is always horny but has a terrible time staying erect which is very stressful. He seems fine with our sex life but I am at the end of my ropes. He talks dirty in bed,and demands that I get in all these different postions yet he seems to forget we are doing this without an erection. He will not go to the doctor for this but insist that I continue to let him have sex with me. We have went out and bought sex toys which he will use for about a minute and then decide its time to stuff his soft penis inside me and in about a minute flat he is releasing himself, he rolls over and go into a deep coma sleep like we have just ahd the best sex in world. Which makes me totally angry I feel used, dirty,unworthy and like he is the only one in the relationship being satisfied. I wont to be a faiathful wife to my husband But I dont know how much more longer I can be. I have thought about going out and starting a new life for myself (I have never been to a party,club etc.) I have got to do something to keep from losing my mind. I would appreciate any advice or comments.
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