About seven months ago, life was good, pretty healthy, sleeping well, and enjoying life. Got into a relationship, started having ed and premature ejaculation. My girlffriend would get furious at me and I developed the worst performance anxiety ever. It was pretty much like having sex with a police officer, paranoid of every move I made. I tried to finally sit down and talk with her about stuff because it was literally killing me from the inside out. She didn't want a word of it and left me like nothing ever happened. Ever since I have been walking around like an absolute zero, nothing. My confidence has been so shattered I have no idea what to do. I went from being almost the happiest and most confident in my life to developing an anxiety disorder and major depression. I don't know what to do anymore this shit has completely changed my life and it just gets worse and worse as the more months go by. I try talking to my Dr. but she doesn't seem to understand and just wants to put me on antidepressants or some bull shit. I have low testosterone that I'm working on building up but the depression is blocking a lot of that. I guess I just really need advice this shit has turned a perfectly happy kid into a complete fucking mess.
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