I had infertility problems and was never able to carry a pregnancy full term. I had to have a hysterectomy in Jan 29th, but now everyone around me is pregnant and I am having difficult dealing with it. I have been ok with it until this past weekend when a friend that went through infertility treatments with me and is no longer able to get pregnant with out medical intervention is now pregnant. I know it comes down that I am jealous, but it hurts.
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