had my surgery and everything was going so well. Then I got sick, like a bad cold and cough. Then I just kept sinking deeper and deeper until I just started feeling like I didn't have the strength or desire to come back anymore. I just wanted to give up. I am never like this and if I do get down, never this bad. I was sick and freezing and then as fast as I was freezing I with in seconds was burning up in sweat. Over and over and over again.Cycling back and forth every 2 mins, for hours and days I couldn't get out of bed. I couldn't get up and get dressed or fix anything to eat. Then I just didn't care if I ate or not. I have dropped 5 pds in two weeks. I have not been able to sleep at all cuz I just start to drop off and I burn up and throw the covers off and then with in 2 mins I am freezing and hard chills. I could barely get to the bathroom by myself. I am extremely irritable and loud noises drive me nuts. I had no desire to live anymore, I just wanted to go to sleep and not wake up. Every time I tried to eat I would gag. Finally, my husband took me to the hospital ER last Friday. They treated me like hell. I couldn't answer their questions or sit up in a chair. I kept laying on the cool floor cuz they wouldn't get me out of intake to lay down. I felt like I was going to pass out if I didn't lay down. And they kept pulling me back up to the chair again. I was not myself at all and angry and then crying. It took them 5 hrs to get my labs back and my Thyroid was only 0.023 TSH. Calcium >10.6 abnormal high, C02 blood 22 low, lymphocytes 18.9 low. I tried in slurred speach to tell them about my Hashimoto's, their answer was "Well, your not going to get any help for that here". I kept trying to talk to them. They told me that if I was Hashimoto's and he kept telling me I was Hyperthyroid. So basically they shot me up with a ton of Xanax and when that didn't shut me up they shot me up with a ton of Morphine to knock me out. My husband dragged me next door to my Internist and he told me to get off everything, Armour, Bio-Hormones, Progest, Cortisol and wrote me a script for 1mg Xanax to take all day and night to sleep as I have not slept in weeks. I have now slept 4 days straight under drugs to do so. Sleep wake up take more drugs and go back to sleep round the clock. Today is the first day I have been up for awhile and tomorrow my husband is taking me back to Hotze Clinic for Thyroid treatment. I am so confused what to do. All I know is I can't get like I was or I won't make it next time. I have never fought depression like that in my life. I don't know if I should go back to the Clinic for the natural help or an Endo for help. They all suck too. All they do is throw you on Levo. My raising Calcium is worrying the hell out of me? It has been rising over the past 4 yrs. I am not taking any Vitamins to cause this, nor do I eat hardly any dairy. The only thing I can find out online is things like body feeding calcium off your bones, or bone cancer and I don't want to go over board here. I just can't get any answers! If anyone knows anything about this or it sounds familiar please tell me! I am always positive for everyone, now I need some real input here.
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