Yesterday I was feeling positive, upbeat, and hopeful. I keep thinking to myself "they will go away", but today notice new ones. Again. I am tired of it. Angry. Losing hope. Just completely tired. Tired of taking the vitamins everyday. Tired of making appointments to get them burned off. Tired of the itching feeling when I can remember what it used to feel like when I didn't. Tired of feeling gross. Tired reading success stories when I know it seems so far away for me. I have counted my blessings. Now I can't even stand to see myself naked when I shower, I just quickly get dressed. I will keep trying, but the fight is getting the best of me.
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