Hi everyone. I found this site searching hpv and spend some time last night reading the different postings. I found out I had hpv about two years ago while I was in a relationship. I am now only 24 and still with the same man. He blames me for this although he admittedly had more partners than me prior to us getting together. It has been very hard for me to accept. I feel like I will not be able to get married, and have children, in an honest relationship. I have regretted my past and choice of the few sexual partners I have had. My boyfriend blames me when it suits him but through enough research I know that it is impossible to tell. Since I had an outbreak and saw a doctor (was no naive i thought maybe it was a hemroid) and got my diagnosis I have not been back. That was years ago. It seems like such an embarrasment. After being on this site last night I called my doctor this morning and made an appointment. I need to remember that the only it will hurt if i don't go is me. Also I'm a smoker, my old doc never told me to quit, that it just made this thing worse. I have been taking vitamins, i'm going to see a doc, and try to quit smoking. Thank you all for being here, because this is a horrible thing to deal with alone.
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