I cant belive i have been diagnosed with HPV! I have only been with two parterns and have used protection. My second partner is now my boyfriend and we stopped using protection a while back. I dont know if i got it from him or the previous one. I just cant belive it! I cant even go to class because i just think about HPV, im constantly crying and feeling horrible every minute. The doctor found two tiny bumps and burned them on the spot. Im scared i will grow alot more. I have performed oral sex with my boyfriend and im scared to get them all over my mouth and throat. (crying) I just dont know what to do! all i think about is getting cervical and throat cancer! i am scared! my family tells me not to worry and that every thing is going to be okay and its not the end of the world. but it feels like the end of the world to me. I just cant go on like this. Im scared.
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