i just found a week ago that i have cervical dyspalsia... my prim dr sent my pap over to another dr and today they told me from the looks of it i may have high grade risk and that they are gonna want to do another pap to make sure that it is high risk and that they then need to see where the dyspalsia is in my cervix...

ive only been going through this a week and its so scary its scary to even hear the words possible treatment...

what has me worried is from everything ive read that there is treatment of this but that it can come back and thats scary too!

im sorry your having to go through this, im sorry any of us are... and your right people that arent going through it have no clue how upsetting and scary it is, they just all so it will be ok, its common.

at least you know here there are others that understand... i hope everything turns out ok for you!!!

*God Bless*

you make me want to cry because all i could think is that i was high risk and also i know how u feel its so scary i mean i feel as if everything in my life is working out so well and now this is back i hope i we dont ever get cancer i dont think im strong enough and im thinking how do people with HIV go through that and here i am feeling like my world is ending . i think the only way for this to go away is not have a damn cervix and that means no children i think i cant do that option . a few yrs ago i was high risk but they wanted me to wait a yr to see if things changed they thought i was too young to make the decision for leep i might have been 17 they said i might want children later on and could possibly regret my decision so i didnt do a yr after it looked the same a new doctor said wait a yr dont do Leep so i didnt a yr after that i had a pap and it came back clear so now im 22 and its showing up again . people saying healthy diet and exercise helps also vitamins so im going to start from there you should to

sorry i will re read before posting next time

Why are you so scared to have a LEEP? I had it and it's not a big deal.

im afraid to have leep because i think its very painful but if have to have it dont i will

i mean i i have to have the Leep procedure i will

It's not painful at all. The colposcopy is worse! With the LEEP they numb your cervix first so you don't feel anything. They usually do 4 numbing shots...you feel a slight pinch (I think have a speculm "clicked" hurts more than this shot did!) for a few seconds...the numbing happens pretty quickly...then you are numb and don't feel the other shots. If you do have to have one don't let fear keep you from doing it. It's far less painful than getting cancer.

Hi Richy i'm sorry you're going through this rough time. I don't want to sound like a nerd , but i will send you positive vibes and i'll pray for you to have the strength to make it through. I have HPV the ones that causes freakin' warts and i've been very lucky not to have any problems with my paps or my cervix. At least you went to the gyno and you caught this and now you're going to get it taken care of, better late then never.
In the meantime eat fresh whole foods, workout, and take vitamins to help boost your immune system and this will also help you with your mind , body, and spirit. I hope you feel better and please come on here and post or leave me message if you're having a hard time, because i know this shit is emotionally draining girl ! but it's better to take it out in writing than bottle it all up. Also, i'm not ''religious'' or anything but i find that praying helps me whenever i'm scared and that this is not going to kill your spirit, and that you're going to make it. You are a lot more stronger than you think :)
xoxo hope you're feeling better

I'm so sorry you are going through this. I haven't had to deal with the high risk hpv, but I do have the low hpv and I know that's hard to cope with and it s scary also. So, I can kinda relate to your fear. I wish you the best of luck!

I'm so sorry to hear about it richy22. :(

Viruses never go away from your body. You built up immunity to them but there's always a chance for them to "reactivate".

This will pass. LEEP is nothing - I had it done too.

You need to get pap tests yearly - whether you are clear or not. As long as you stay on top of it, get checked out often, it won't develop into cancer. Don't worry. :)

hey guys thank you so much for your support your just what i needed on the 12th of feb is my app for colopo so hopefully it goes well i hate to have a biopsy but if i have to what ever and your right leep is no big deal sice the numb the area i keep forgeting to take my darn vitamins grrrrrrrrrrrr need to pull out the pill box and put it in my purse