I really don't know how to deal with this. Finding out more information about HPV doesn't help me it just makes me feel more upset. Hearing how common it is, that 3 out of 4 people have it, does help me. I want to be the lucky number 1 who doesn't have HPV, not one of the 3. My friends and family are all trying very hard to be supportive but they don't understand everything I'm going, through because they don't have it. I have pre cancerous cells on my cervix and I'm only 20 years old, I'm terrified. I'm scared no one is going to want to be with me anymore, I feel like I'm damaged goods. I refuse to get close to anyone because I'm so worried what they would do if I told them. My friends keep saying if a guy left me for it then he's not worth it, but that doesn't make me feel any better. I just really need someone to talk to that really does understand what I'm going through because they are too.
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