I went to my doctor today to get back my colposcopy results. Before I went in, I mentally prepared myself to hear that I could have pre-cancerous lesions. I knew that if that was the case, I would just have to take the appropriate steps to make sure it didn't turn into cancer, doing my best to eat and just live healthily. When I talked to the nurse, she told me that the colp results came back that I have high risk HPV and the tests done showed results that suggested herpes. I completely broke down. I was entirely unprepared for something like that. I immediately went to get a blood test and will find out in two weeks if it is true, but the nurse did say that if they thought I had herpes, I probably did. I don't have the slightest clue how to cope with such terrible news. I feel awful and sick. Has this happened to anyone else. How did you deal with it? I am truly struggling right now.
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