Just recently, I posted about celebrating 3 years with a new man after losing my huband and how happy I am and in such a good place again. Well, I just got the wind knocked out of me. I'm visiting my parents this weekend and found some old photo books. I found a photo I didn't even know existed of me and my late husband while we were still dating. We were dancing at my sister's wedding. We looked so happy and he looked just like him. I started thinking when the last time i really looked at a photo of him, I mean really LOOKED. I lost it. This man is my husband and how can there be any other. Even though I think about him every day, I feel like I don't even know him anymore. Like he was just my imagination and that part of my life didn't even exist. I am just wiped out by these feelings. 4 1/2 years later and in love again, I shouldn't be in this place. Anyone else who has a new love ever feel like this? And how do you deal?
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