My mother passed away yesterday from complications after a stroke. She was doing well for several weeks after the stroke. We really thought she would pull thru. That was not the case. My father and sister are devastated by her loss. It so very difficult to hold myself together for them. It is also close to the second anniversary of my wife's death. Add to that valentines day coming up. I find myself really wanting someone special in my life. A shoulder to cry on and a place to share my feelings. Guys do have feelings, too. I am so tired of going it alone. Family, volunteering, and friends help but it is just not enough to fill the lonely place I have inside. I want someone there for me. That cares about me and wants to be there for me. I have a big heart and want someone to love. To be all too truth full I find it difficult to keep myself going. I just want to give up and say enough is enough. I know there are others in far worst situations and manage to pull thru with a smile and take what ever life gives them. okay. But. I want another turn at the gold ring. Is it so wrong to want someone there for me?
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