I just made one year this past week and for about a month now I have been trying to figure out "what comes next" in my life. My husband and I were married for 26 1/2 years and have been together for 28 years. I have children and grandchildren, and I have the slightest idea of how to deal with a new life on my own, or even if there is a possibility of someone else. Right now all I am doing is taking one day at a time, and letting God lead the way. I am not even sure how I or if I would be accepting of anyone else. Not to mention the possible guilt feelings that could possibly arise. If I am analyzing this, and I am usually pretty good at over analyzing. Then I would say that I am worrying about something that has not arisen yet, and I need to just focus on what is happening at the moment. God Bless Susan.
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