Ever since our diagnosis in June, the idea of relocating and starting over has been dancing inside my head. I guess I feel that if we moved, I would be able to start over, create a new life. A new life with HIV. Where I currently live now I felt have always been a hell hole, this is where all my troubles began, and I tried to leave once to the east coast, and was very happy for 6 years and my husband at the time (ex now) dragged us back here and now I am more miserable than ever and literally feel like I am in hell. I just don't know where to go. I need someplace that is HIV friendly so to speak. Someplace to start all again.
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