I am a 54 year old mixed race woman, who has been abandoned by my family for years now and divorced 4 years ago. I am HIV pos, non detectable and consequently have very few friends and associates. Although people are always commenting on how young and attractive I look, how I have a good sporit and how intelligent I am, I still am alone 95% of the time and I hate to admit it But I am so lonely. Not to mention that finding a lasting relationship has been an unfruitful journey, and I worry about who will take care of me if I get sick, and who will bury me if I should die.( I am on benefits and don't have any life insurance; so I take relationships very seriously. Please, any advice or suggestions will be greatly appreciated!
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