I'M NEW TO THIS SUPPORT GROUP :) I JUST FEEL THAT I'M ALL ALONE IN MY STRUGGLES- I DON'T HAVE ANYONE(PHYSICALLY) AROUND ME WITH HIV- I'M IN A CURRENT RELATIONSHIP- (HE TESTED NEGATIVE BY THE WAY)HE MAKES FEEL MY ILLNESS ISN'T MUCH OF A SERIOUS MATTER. TO ME, HE'S HERE, BUT NOT HERE FOR ME- HE DOESN'T UNDERSTAND- THE SIDE EFFECTS OF MY MEDICATION MAKE ME FEEL SICK,ALSO, MY MEDICATION INTERFERES WITH MY SEXUAL DRIVE- AFTER WORKING ALL DAY & DEALING W/ THE STRESS & INCONIDERATION FROM HIM- SEX WITH HIM DOESN'T APPEAL TO ME- I KNOW I DESERVE TO BE LOVED FOR WHO I AM & THE STRENGTH I HAVE WITHIN ME.
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